What You Look Like!

parents are like the biggest obstacle, I swear

Yeah my parents are kinda bad about those kind of things. They're a lot better than they used to be though. I only still listen to them because I can't afford to be on my own yet haha.

lol I asked my mom randomly if she'd let me dye my hair rainbow just to see what she'd say and she was like "okay!". man bulgarian moms are weird

I doubt my mom would be okay with me dying my hair that crazy. In fact she told me that I should dye it back to being natural when I transfer to an actual university because no one will take me seriously xD

Thats stupid, have you seen kids of the universities? (pointing myself)

We are crazy,
we are weirds,
we are the ones
who make you scream!

And even soo people take me very seriously, even soo I don't speak with no one, and I keep being a lonely wolf (steppe wolf) who bite his leg like a coyote trying to scape from a trap, a trap called fucking society!!

But the point is, dude, people is crazy, people who doesn't desever be taken seriously are taken seriously and smart people are just smart. But at the end it doesn't matter the appearanse, whats matter are the guts you have.

Don't get me wrong I do love my parents

BUT they want me to look normal.

And I don't want to look normal xD

I've seen kids at other universities and the people at the college I go to now are like way worse than me. Haha.

Yeah I understand, but in my case, my parents want ME normal (not me looking normal).

I'm such a freak =.= (last night I was claping in the bathroom xD)

normal people die first!!!

Yeah normal is overrated.

The cool people are weird.

Dude, in here weird people is just weird and never get anything. There are no popular weird people, there are only fake weird (scene kids) who have everything they want (until they got 24 and they have to work in a mcdonald, because they skip school).

The point is that in here, if you are freak you are no one.

Lol I meant that to me it's cool if you're weird.

I was a no one in high school and I'm still kind of a no one haha. I just don't really care. The people who were popular were the preppy people that were involved with all the student events and stuff that everyone else didn't care about.

And also half of the school was mexican gangbangers. So ghetto xD

In my first school, most people was wannabeghetto kids, who deal marihuana and dress like hiphop (and I was more punk in that time, so a punk kid in a school of hiphop kids is not a good match).

The 2 final years of school I change to aother school fulled with douchebags and party kdis. And I'm not the kind fo people who party, I don't have the social skills to do that and when I'm invited to this I probably end talking about something very geek like The Principle of Indetermination of Heisenberg, Comic books or Stanley Kubrick/Hitchcok/Other epic director. And people get bored pretty quickly.

I just end in school with some friends who play noise and jazz, so I was more confortable with 3 friends than being friend of everyone.

Also I'm a awful person to talk. I remeber how I was in school with a classmate (girl) and she was talking to me and I ask "hey what do you have next to your lips?" and she reply "a chancre" and I told her "ja, for sucking to much dicks in the weekend".

Oh wow haha. Socially I think I was ok. I wasn't popular but I talked to a bunch of people. I hardly had any deep friendships since once I got out of high school, I barely talked to anyone.

But yeah the hip hop kids make me think that I had this very very embarrassing wangster phase when I was 14-15ish. I had like the most horrible tan ever and everything. Glad those days are over.